I’ve written in this personal update that my mother’s partner of many years has recently died of a heart attack.
My mother was in shock, but now she’s better. She wants me to stay with her in the UK.
I was dreading this, yet I was prepared to go to look after my mother. I never visited her city before, so I had no idea what to expect. I was afraid to find a typical grey lifeless UK city.
Yet it turns out she lives in a village and it’s very green there. I was relieved to hear that, and below this post I will share some of the pictures from her garden and the area.
Therefore, since my mother wants me to stay with her, I will have to leave Nepal. Yet it’s not that easy, because the Nepal government yet again delayed the restart of commercial flights – now till the 31st of August.
This is because the plandemic is getting bigger here. Interestingly, it all started when investments into Nepal started coming from big countries “to help with future virus cases”.
Nobody knows whether this is the true date of restarting flights, or if it would be delayed again.
And once I’m able to fly, without the PCR test they will not allow me to board.
If there’s virus at all, it’s probably spread through WHO hands. So I would be very wary of putting anything from that evil organization into my nose to test me.
I’m thinking of explaining the doctor that some of the tests were contaminated with virus (there was news about it) and asking him or her to test me by taking the sample from my nose with my own given cotton swab. I don’t know if I would be allowed to, but there’s more of a possibility for a foreigner in Nepal than I would have in Europe or the US.
I just went downstairs to explain my situation to the owner of this apartment. I asked if I can only pay half of the rent for the next month in case I need to fly out. He’s a very kind person so he said sure, of course you can.
Then we started discussing this whole situation and we are in total agreement that this is a fake pandemic. He told that nobody in Nepal yet died of coronavirus, and that all those listed as having died from this virus were those suffering from many other problems and they would have died anyway.
He told that hospitals are pressured by the government to list any death as from coronavirus, and he agrees with me that lockdowns are not for our protection as governments never care, but it’s about destroying the economy.
Thus, maybe I’m spending my last days in Nepal. I’ve mentally prepared myself to go. If it’s my destiny to stay there than no efforts of my own would prevent that. And I no longer resist any change that forcefully comes into my life because I know it’s unavoidable.
There’s peace when you go with the flow. I no longer have strong desires so even if I would never see India again (if vaccination is required to fly in the future), it’s not going to be a huge loss. I would accept the fact that this is how life turned out.
Life in Asian countries was very easy for me but now my direction is being changed by external circumstances probably to help me grow through challenges. I accept that and I’m actually looking forward to what this would bring.
For sure I know life will be much harder in the UK. It’s the whole atmosphere – it’s so different to the lightness I feel in India. Yet through difficulties we grow the most.
Finally, I’m sharing some of the photos that my mother sent me of her location.
If you’re wondering why I never visited my mother in that location all these years, it’s because (some of my old readers will be aware of it) I didn’t get along with her partner. I was not welcome there because of that, though my mother visited me in London when I went to the UK the last time.
Very nice post. I completely agree, there is no point in fighting life, we all arrive exactly there, where we were always supposed to arrive.
I lost my dear mother a few years ago and also came home to support my father. I never regret doing that, also if it meant putting my own plans and wishes to the background. We created a very special bond during this time… and doesn’t walking in love mean to stay in the heart and in love for every situation?
I am sure this means a lot to your mother. My condolensces and all the strength and support to both of you.
I hope I am not being rude by asking this. But will your boyfriend come with you? I hope you will find a way to stay together. Signs of real love is what this world needs the most … and I hope the two of you can continue being that…
Take care
Thank you for such a warm message, Julia. Helping and caring gives so much happiness that life seems meaningful and whole, so I’m looking forward to that.
Yes, we should all be guided by love in this world as it has so little of it.
If I’m unable to go to India, after a year or two he will try to come here, or we would be able to meet in some in-between country.
Yes, it does give meaning. You are right. And I am sure your mother is very happy to have her daughter around.
I hope you and your boyfriend will find a way to go through this together. Life sometimes makes the most impossible possible.
All the best
Thank you, Julia.
Yes Simona this is true that we learn a lot from difficult situations but we should not stay for long at such places where we don’t feel complete….as soon as we get lesson whatever that is supposed to get one should move from such place as soon as possible…!!that is always best and of course I am telling you this from my own experience but this is also true till and until we do not get out of the comfort zone we do not get to learn new things!!but at such places we have to give timeline for ourself and then should move.
Thank you, Rupali.
apparently a good news. may be it’s time to concentrate at one place after a vast experience.
Yes, I wouldn’t mind settling somewhere but I always wanted that country to be India. But destiny sometimes decides for us, Ajit.
Simona, you can come back to India from Nepal by road and then take a flight from New Delhi to UK as flights are resumed in India since last month.
Hansa
That would be ideal, Hansa, but India still does not issue transit visas for tourists and the existing ones are still not valid.
Hi Simona
I hadn’t checked your website for a little while, and was very sad to hear about your new situation. Though, as you say, changes, even if not what we really wished for, present new unexpected opportunities (Uranus as you write about).
It is true that the UK is riddled by ‘Empire’. Nevertheless, like everywhere else, there are beautiful and wonderful people, and for sure you will find some if you wish to. The current plandemic rubbish is bringing more of them out and together. And there are magical places amongst the ugliness and dirt. I live in northern Scotland with my wife, and here magic can be found in the hills, the trees, by the sea. All best wishes to you.
Thank you for this, Ian. Yes, I’m sure that if I have to go back, there are lessons there, and yes, surely there are people who are aware of the current situation. Even my brother, who lives there, doesn’t believe in this media-created insanity.
They are indeed planning a full lockdown to mass-vaccinate and alter our DNA, and it’s true that it’s time to focus inward and reject all that is external and evil, but there might be a small opening for travel between the “phases” of the plan.
If travelling becomes possible for you between now and September 23, I suggest you plan only one move, because that might be it before all the fabricated cataclysms start.
I wouldn’t exactly want to go to the UK right now (or ever), but you obviously have a good reason to go. Couldn’t you convince her to move?
Thank you for this, Karim. That’s really not possible because she wants to stay in the UK, unfortunately. She likes the UK climate, Asia is going to be too hot for her.
Very early in the fear-mongering stage (as I was moving, only 200 km away), I had thoughts for socialites and travelers, who would be robbed of something they enjoy and need to be happy. Being a hermit has its advantages, even though I wish I had learned to be even more self-dependent over the years. I don’t know what it’s like to have a caring parent past the age of 12, so I won’t pretend to know what it’s like to want to be there for one in this situation.
I’m sure you will let us know how things develop, nowhere is truly safe anyway.
Thanks, Karim. Yes I surely will, and now everywhere is pretty much the same. Police presence, scared people, emptier streets.