Yesterday, I was listening to Eckhart Tolle’s and Russel Brand’s conversation that took place seven months ago.

During the conversation, Eckhart Tolle mentioned his perception of the USA energy versus the Canadian one. He said that the USA energy is much more nervous but there is greater energy concentration. Whilst as soon as he crosses the Canadian border, he feels more relaxed, but there’s less energy.

I think most people can feel country energy fields, but sometimes preconceived notions distort what the true feeling is indicating. For example, if you are really against some country, you may fail to perceive its good energy field.

Eckhart also mentioned feeling the heavy pain body of Russia. I certainly believe him. After the Russian occupation, Lithuania too was left with a heavy pain body, which is still strongly felt, especially in the older generation.

Once I talked on an airplane with a woman who was going back to the UK after visiting her home country Lithuania. She said she feels a stagnant energy field there. It’s true, the energy is very stagnant, so it’s good for accumulation – pain, but also wealth – it depends on what your mental state is.

So on the surface, Lithuania is very modern, but deep inside people are still very traditional, holding on to the beliefs left by the Russian occupation. This stagnant energy makes people want to leave Lithuania at all costs.

I think the only way not to be affected by such an energy field is if you are awakened. But even then, you still need to deal with the products of such an energy field (depressed and toxic people).

That’s what I have to deal with now. I am forced to, because of the situation with my father. But after, I hope to finally relax on my land, with my sweet dog (yes, I got a dog from a shelter). I wanted a guard dog, but ended up getting a dog that I will have to guard.

In Lithuania, people are stuck in old mindsets because of the lack of awareness. Children inherit them from parents, though because of external modern influences, their mindsets are not as traditional as those of their parents.

The only way to break that stagnation is to invite more awareness. But the desire for that must come from within.

I try to be as disengaged from the system as possible so that not to deal with such troubled energy fields that damage everything they touch. I feel the heaviness of the system, so I’m considering not getting myself involved deeper into it, and that may mean refusing free healthcare and not driving, unfortunately.

The amount of new responsibilities and connections with the system that comes with driving is big. So maybe it’s better to become as self-sufficient as possible on the land so that I don’t need a car at all.

Because of the current time, I cannot avoid but deal with the system and beings working for it. So I had to deal with many pain bodies. I’m coming to the point where I may just start teaching them about mindfulness unasked, because of the amount of damage that they do with their daily toxicity. Maybe nobody will ever tell them this and they will die in this unawareness, if I don’t do it.

I don’t like to teach anyone unless they ask me to, but maybe one of the reasons I’m in Lithuania is to awaken some. It’s so difficult for me to understand how during these times of awakening some people can remain so dense and totally unaware.

Eckhart Tolle teaches that unless people are awakened, karma will totally control them: world karma, national, family and personal karma. This I witnessed in my own family. My father’s father was a cruel man, who crippled all the children and their lives were a disaster. The broken children damaged the lives of those whom they touched. There wasn’t even a drop of awareness.

I hope that after dealing with such people, I will receive a nice long break, free from any pain bodies. But the whole world is still ailing, so it’s not possible to totally run away. So unless I totally isolate myself from any human contact, that is not possible. Maybe this experience teaches me to get used to the pain bodies as now I’m spiritually stronger, I’m no longer a child in these matters.

At least now I have a sweet friend in my home to relax with – my dog Leo.

Yesterday, I had another unpleasant encounter. It was in my mother’s sister’s home. My mom thought it would be a good idea to talk to my cousin’s husband who is a carpenter about my hut extension. I’ve never talked to the man before – I only saw him from a distance years ago.

So I went to his room and straight away I knew it was a mistake. I was met with a heavily charged energy field which was to me more real than what I saw in front of me.

I couldn’t help but cross my hands in front of my body. His energy field was piercing through, so discordant and cold. There was so much evil in that field – not the murder type of evil, but when many sins add up, and bad habits are not corrected, and when the person sees no faults in himself so they are given fertile soil to grow and flourish.

I couldn’t even look at his eyes as I wanted no energy exchange with this being.

I don’t know how long the conversation lasted, but it felt like forever. I left the room feeling weakened, and needed a few minutes on my own to recover.

My mom wasn’t too pleased that I wasn’t talkative with him and refused his services. But the day after, when she and my brother came to visit me, she had her mind changed. Her sister told her that he smokes at home knowing that my mother’s sister is in bad health and that cigarette smoke really damages her lungs. After all, she’s around 74.

My mom’s sister heard this man once joking that the reason he smokes at home was so that my aunt would die sooner. And this comes from a man living in my aunt’s apartment for free.

Now both my mother and brother understand what kind of person he is. Yet without words, the energy told it all. There are those who carry such heavy pain bodies that it’s unbearable to stay in one location with them unless you are totally energetically insensitive.

No wonder this man is a frequent visitor of hospitals – something always goes wrong with the body. Obviously, the body will manifest illness with such an ill energy field.

The pain body doesn’t have to be that heavy even in the unawakened ones. If a person has an open mind, is well-meaning , forgiving and flexible, it won’t be heavy at all. But unless one awakenes, there will still be discord in the energy field.

Like individuals, countries have different densities of pain bodies. The Russian pain body is very dense. The Lithuanian pain body is also quite dense. The British pain body is much less dense. Indian women’s pain body is denser than men’s. You automatically inherit the pain body of your race and country and you can only get rid of its heavy influence through awareness.

So we have the world’s racial, national and personal pain bodies to carry. When people are spiritually asleep, their karma runs them, making them create further karma and the hellish existence continues. That’s why so many people become just like their parents.

But once you awaken, you no longer ar the tool of collective pain, and you simply go through the remaining motions of karma until you are totally free.

The entire world is awakening, yet some part of humanity seems to be firmly rooted in unawareness. They keep themselves in hell when theaven is within their reach. This is their choice.

I see the life of my father as the work of karma, and him being a helpless tool. But no matter how heavy the country’s or parental karma is, the human soul is stronger. It can break out of such terrible conditions if the desire is there.

All that is required is wishing in one’s heart to awaken, as God never forsakes any of its children.